My cycle is officially crazy.
Last month I had a 45 day cycle.
This month my cycle is 21 days long. It's crazy and frustrating.
Because my cycle is super short this month, we just can't go ahead with the FET. If I did and it was successful, DH would barely be home from his deployment by the due date (and I really don't want to be stressed about whether or not he would make it to the baby's birth).
So it seems as though fate is making me wait another month for the FET.
I feel a bit relieved to be honest. Life is pretty full right now, and I haven't thought about IVF lately. I guess waiting one more month isn't that big a deal. I just feel a bit upset that it's not going to plan like i'd hoped.
About Me
- Caroline
- We started our infertility journey back in 2005. Back then we were young and we assumed it would just happen for us. Now here we are. We've done six IVFs (fresh and frozen) and we've got one beautiful daughter from our second cycle. We've been cycling for the last 12 months to give her a sibling. I've had two chemical pregnancies from the last four cycles. It's been a difficult journey for us but we're continuing to fight for another baby. I have one further stimulated IVF cycle left in me. This experience has caused me untold distress. But I've also learnt some good coping strategies - living for the day, enjoying each little moment of life and not dwelling on the future. It will all be worth it when we hold another baby in our arms and we know our quest is complete.
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